Meluat aku...

Beberapa pangillan yang tak di duga menganggu fikiran aku hari ni.Dari pagi mood aku tak begitu baik,supervisors pulak buat silap habis semua kena hari ni.Pangillan dari dato membuat aku tertanya kenapa tiba-tiba aku nak di libatkan di dalam kancah politik hantu-hantu yang telah merosakkan imej club itu..Aku bukan lagi staff di Lake Club jadi kenapa masih mahu menganggu ketenangan aku di sini.Dato memberitahu aku tentang rancangan pihak yang satu lagi untuk memanggil aku menjadi saksi setelah menerima satu surat saman.

Sejak aku meninggalkan club aku tak mahu tahu lagi segala hal yang terjadi di sana walaupun seringkali teman-teman menalipon menceritakan itu dan ini.Aku hanya sekadar mendengar.untuk lebih-lebih bertanya tidak sekali-kali aku lakukan.Aku tak mahu tahu dan aku tak mahu orang menganggu aku juga.Tapi pangillan dari dato memberitahuku tentang perancangan committe member memanggil aku sebagai saksi kononnya atas kesalahan sesorang (setelah menerima surat saman dari member tersebut) membuat aku geram.Pertama kerana tak pasal-pasal nama aku di sabitkan dan kedua kerana kejadian yang di katakan terjadi adalah setelah aku meninggalkan kelab tersebut jika ia benar-benar terjadi bukan sewaktu aku masih bekerja di sana.Entah betul-entah tidak aku lansung tak mengetahui perihal kejadian tersebut.

Benci dengan politik mereka dan memandangkan ini adalah court case maka aku menelefon mr manjet,former president dan juga lawyer terkenal.Of course knowing mr manjet,apa-apa tentang aku dia amat prihatin kerana dia seperti seorang ayah kepadaku.Aku meminta pendapatnya pagi tadi dan dia telah memberi jaminan serta menyuruh aku memberitahu mereka yang sedang bercadang memanggil aku sebagai saksi dalam kes ini nanti supaya berurusan dgn dia dahulu."Just say that i'll be your lawyer and see whether they want to proceed with their plan with me defending you..don't worry dear i'll defend you at no charge,all this people need to be taught a lesson" he told me this morning.sememangnya seandainya dengan dia,tiada orang akan berani membuat sebarang urusan tak menentu coz he's really a no nonsense man,ini cukup terbukti sewaktu dia menjadi president club dahulu.

Aku merasa lega sedikit setelah mendapat nasihat dari mr manjet dan sekarang menanti waktu bila aku akan menerima pangillan dari present president sipatrick tu dan aku dah tahu macammana nak jawab walaupun jika dia meggunakan lawyer mereka menalipon aku... Benci betul aku dengan dia orang ni dan dah muak dengan politik mereka.Kesian dato tak pasal-pasal niat baik dia di salah ertikan hanya kerana orang gila kuasa....

Hampir 2 bulan dah...

Lagi 3 hari genap 2 bulan aku berada di BGRC.Banyak juga yang telah aku siapkan selama aku berada di sini.Sekarang masuk Blok ke4 aku nak siapkan untuk jualan.Last block together with the VIP suite rooms.So far the owner had personally told me that they are very happy with my performance.Infact the contractors are told to follow my instructions now,whatever that i say they need to follow...sound macam besar kepala aje tapi tidak ..is merely because i had managed to overcome the all the problems arise during setting up the 4 new block and i managed to meet the datelines despite all the problems we encountered.So far i've never let them down yet and my department is the only department with very low turn over of staff although we are the biggest department with the most staff and our nature of work is the hardest compare to the rest.

Eversince i came in my Resident Manager has totally left the department under my custody coz he has the confidence in me unlike other department where he still has to monitor the progress....perhap because the heads are still young although they're are hard working.
He told me one day over dinner that he felt the burden had been taken away from his shoulder since my presence there.Almost all my request for the department is being entertained coz he knows me well enough that i would not abuse the authority that i have.I could sensed that some of my colleague do envy me but i couldn't be bothered.They got no basis to do so,even the owners had justified the positive comments about me infront of them and had also entertained to all my request which to them are no nonsence.

No matter what people think or my colleague thought of me,i must say that it is really not easy to handle the department here.I had a staff strength of 65 pax at the moment which i had to increase to 110 pax base on 80% occupancy rate soon.It is not easy to get that many staff nowadays as Malaysian today are damn choosy over the type of work the do even if the have no qualifications.i have to carefully plan my resources in accomplishing the organisation's goal.The resort area is very wide consist of 7 blocks with is widely spread on a 15 acres land.Latest we also have to take over 60% of the water park area which consist of seminar rooms.ballroom,kopitiam,tin mines and other F&B outlets there.The water park is about 300 meters away from the resort. Now i have another baby to take care.

Only about 10% of the staff had experience while the balance are totally fresh and i really need to guide them from scratch.Lots of training and motivation needs to be given daily in order to make them stay. Wrong approach will leads to resignations which is very dangerous to the department as the scope of work is not that easy and real time consuming to train new staff especially when it comes to room sections.

On top of that i have another sections which not least important which takes care of all the linens in the resort.Proper planning of collecting dirty linens and delivery of clean linens has to be in place and on time as we are using outside contractor for washing the linens.At one time busy period an average of 10,000 pcs of room linen is being used and needs to be clean to support the next and following day operation.Poor coordinations of the collection and delivery time will jeopardize the following day operation as we will be running short of linen although we had almost 4pars of linen stock.i really can afford to mislook into this sections no matter how busy i am.

Public area is another section which has to move fast and efficiently especially when we are running back to back in all the function rooms and F7B outlets.We had experience having about 5000 pax of functions all over at one time and i only have one asst at the moment to assist in this area.Nevertheless my staff have always been very helpful and hardworking.Alhamdullillah....they had always been with me.

Well...since i had committed myself to this resort i'll deliver my best,just that i don't have that much time too update my blog like those day.Towards end of the day,i've already exhausted normally.Got the chance to update today coz i have to standby incase the owners need to call us for a meeting later for their updates.......

Hari Raya dan aku yang kena kerja....

Jealous betul aku bila kawan-kawan talipon cerita program dia orang pegi jalan and beraya sana-sani.Ctm paling pandai buat aku jealous...tapi nak buat macam mana i've committed myself to this place so kena kotakan janji.Hujung bulan November baru balik KL rasanya so i'll spent my time pegi shopping sana sini nanti.Kat Kuantan eventhough banyak juga mallnya tapi tak sehidup shopping mall di KL.Macamlah banyak sangat benda yang nak di beli..paling-paling beli perfume for me and teddy comel for my cucu...

Hidup kat sini,keje,keje dan keje sampai malam,in between naik bilik pegi solat.Malas sangat nak pegi town so gaji mmg jimat sesangat-sangat.makan minum semua kat hotel,tak larat nak telan pun gasak aje,tak payah guna duit.Gaji last month belum dapat bank in.gaji bulan ni dah nak keluar pulak,bestnya.Aku akan pegi shopping,shopping and shopping seminggu kalau dapat leavelah...berangan lagi.

Weekend ni bos bagi cuti dua hari tapi hubby and anak-anak by then dah balik KL pasal dia ada class saturday and sunday jadi aku ingat nak simpan dulu cuti saturday tu.Sunday balik umah mak beraya dgn adik beradik and monday back to work so that i boleh ambil cuti panjang end of october nanti...Masa tu pun mgkn semua block aku dah siap set up janji tak payah nak risau-risau lagi.Sekarang pun tgh pening nak cari sorang assistant lagi.Mati oooh keje sini kalau terus tak cukup assistant,planning kalau tersilap sikit habis screw up sema...better don't take the risk!

Anyway hari owner datang,every thursday dia kan datang melawat and have progress meeting kat sini so kena standby kejap lagi for inspection and resort tour lepas tu baru boleh lepak-lepak kalau nak....

Kerja oh kerja...

Does life really begins at 40?

A friend came to visit me yesterday and we break fast together with his and my family plus 3 of our MRSM juniors.It has been long since i last saw him and his wife due to our tight schedules and commitments.Well...i could say that he look the same just that the behaviour was a bit questionable to me.Looking at the wife the cheerfulness that i used to see before was no longer there.My hearts sense that something is wrong somewhere but i didn't ask any of them.

Time passed by and I showed them around the property after breaking fast.Then we stopped at the game room coz the kids wants to spent some times there,of course meaning spending some money there too but told myself to let it be.Let them have fun while the young girls enjoying their Karaoke session with my friend.Asked his wife if she would like to join me for teh tarik at the coffee house and she agreed so there we go.

After sometimes I realised that his wife started to feel uncomfortable which i had never seen her reacted that way in any occasion and then she started to call her husband.When she didn't get any answer she started to grumble and can't recalled how she started to open up to me of her unhappiness and upsets lately.She told me everything and of course i was shocked to hear the story coz i know this old friend of mine very well but looking at her sad face i think i would understand her feelings yesterday and why she was very upsets.Told her to be patient.Although her hubby had been sincere by telling her the truth but no woman in the world would not been hurt if they were in that situation.Now all my curiosities and question were answered.I feel sorry for her coz she's a very nice,pleasant and sincere lady but couldn't run away from getting hurt.

This morning that friend of mine confessed to me of the problems and i advised him accordingly.He admitted that he almost fell in the trap but thanked god that he tend to realised the mistake before it was too late but the wife is already hurt.No wonder the cheerfulness on the face can no longer be seen now.He said that he will tried to mend the broken heart of the wife though it's gonna be a tough job but he will...May he is sincere with his word and succeed to make the wife happy again...

He also told me that a few of our friends had divorced due to various reason and of couse most of it due to the third party. I was shocked,just shooked my head and this phrase came to my mind,"Life begins at 40..." but what happen to the kids,does anyone bother anymore...I don't have the answer but i don't think i'm ready to sacrifice the children's happiness should it happened to me...

Lagu dan dia...

Hari ni sambil membuat SOP aku mendengar lagu-lagu favourite di you Tube,terjumpa lagu ini yang baru di uploadkan.Terus aku terkenangkan seseorang yang satu ketika dulu cukup baik dan terlalu menyayangi aku.Jauh di sudut hati terasa amat sayu bila teringatkannya kerana ini adalah antara lagu yang sering di nyanyikan dulu padaku sewaktu jalan bersama menghantarku pulang ke hostel.Begitulah cara dia meluahkan isi hati dan harapannya tapi seringkali aku buat endah tak endah namun dia tetap sabar dengan kerenahku dan untuk menungguku.

Silap kecil yang dilakukannya, aku terus memutuskan perhubungan tanpa memikirkan di kala itu apakah implikasi dari keputusanku terhadap dirinya.Cerita sedih yang ku ketahui tentangnya setelah 33 tahun kisah tu berlalu sedikit sebanyak menimbulkan rasa bersalah dan sesalan di hati aku namun segalanya yang terjadi adalah takdir hidup kami.....

Minggu lepas dia menghantar sms bertanyakan khabar.Dia terlalu baik padaku malah sehingga kini sentiasa mengambil berat tentang aku namun aku ???????????
Cuma doaku selalu mengiringi,muga dia dapat melupakan dan berbahagia bersama keluarga tercinta.......

Balik rumah mak kejap....

Hari ini aku balik rumah mak selepas kerja tapi dah agak lewat lewat.Tak sangka jalanpun punyalah jam pulak malam ni,selalu kalau aku balik ke Kuantan clear aje...Sejak berkerja di Bukit Gambang,aku belum balik lagi kerumah mak kerana terlalu banyak kerja tapi hari ini anak-anak balik dari KL jadi aku terpaksa balik juga sekejap supaya anakku yang bongsu tak merajuk.Hubby tak balik sebab ada class on sunday.Of course mak very happy cucu-cucunya balik berpuasa bersamanya kali ini kebetulan pulak cuti sekolah baru bermula...

Esok pagi-pagi aku harus balik ke resort kerana briefing dgn staff pukul 7.45 pagi tapi sebelum balik ke sana aku harus mengingatkan anak-anak agar tidak menyusahkan atuknya,maklumlah mak dah tua.Kalau terasa nak makan apa apa untuk berbuka baik beli esahaja kerana takut mak kepenatan nak melayan kerenah dia orang berdua.Aku tahu mak pasti menurut aja kemahuan yang dua orang ni,sure punya walaupun dia penat.Di sebabkan aku tak sure dapat berbuka sekali dgn mereka esok baik aku ingatkan dua beradik ni dulu...

Selama kerja di sini aku tak keluarpun,lepas habis kerja terus balik bilik,mandi ,solat ,check mail dan tidur.begitulah routine harianku,tgk tv pun tidak apalagi nak bersembang lama-lama dgn roommateku human resource exec tu.cakap kejap pasal kerja terus minta diri masuk bilik dan berkurung ajelah...Part ni my hubby dah tahu tak payah worried sure bukan kaki merewang...Anyway terlampau banyak kerja sekarang,mmg tak de masa nak merayau-rayaupun.Tapi dalam busy nak gila tu adakalany aku rasa begitu sunyi sekali but what to do.....kawan-kawan rapatpun jauh jadi tahan ajelah...

New place.....

Arrived about 11.45pm at Bukit Gambang Resort City.Although i was tired still couldn't sleep probably coz it's a new place for me and a change of situation too i guess as i'm totally alone by myself here now that i felt lost for awhile,no hubby to argue with,no kids to smile or shout at,no close friends to talk to but it's ok,i think i'll get use to it soon....Miss them...

The hotel is not open up yet but i was informed by the reception they already have groups checking in.Got my room key and the pleasant young boy showed me to my room.As i entered the room i just smiled faintly looking at the room.Not bad but i guess still lots of fine tuning to be done.i could foresee the tight schedules i'm gonna have ahead at least for another 2 months.Really not an easy job but that's expected when i decided to accept the job offer so no issue....just hope that everthing will go on smoothly as what i've planned......Insyaallah.